We fear death, we shouldnt. because we like living so much and you get used to and conditioning to your material self. You grow your conscious self whilst your alive and its an amazing experience. It can't be the end otherwise overall of your many years and days you spent would then go the collective experience of this realm to evolve and objective perspective. Everything has to have a purpose to do something. If not, than why does the fabric of the universe produce planets and planets produce humans to ask why. The love you feel for people and animals. In that moment in time.
Apanishads - real truths. Real meditative states... This is what its like to human. You are going to die. You need to come to terms with your conscious self AND your material self. This is the main thing I want to conversate about and get that shudder down your spine AND you know there is some truth in there
Kundalini - master the art.